Driven emptiness

I miss you and I hate it. Why can't I just hate you like other people hate each other when they break up. That's the part that makes no sense you know... I have more reasons to hate you, ten time over what a normal person would hate you for. As a matter of fact it's sick really. Not to sound conceded but I have all the attention in the world from readily available guys but none of it means anything because they aren't you. That's crazy. They have done nothing to me. You have done nothing for me.
WTF.... lol